Friday, September 08, 2006
well, today i went to work @ csq <-- not my usual outlet(PWP). Many things did happened since study week.. so juz wanna rite it out all frm e beginning... ( in the next posting ba) haha need time to rite so maybe a bit late ba..
It's consider 4 mi stress to go there la.. but knowing ppl there so i tot of being positive. aft today end it would a new one 4 mi..
one of the manager there cal yan was one wif mood swing n if she is tired or wateva she wont like to tok much.. oso sumtimes would vent her anger suddenly.. all these to mi would be qte scary.
I told my manager - li about it ( would elaborate in the story posting) and din expect tt she would tell yan (they r frens).. and juz now yan kept on asking ard "am i fierce??" den if they say no she would tell dem she (POINTING TO MI OF COS) told her manager that i m fierce. And rui did agree (will know why in the story posting) but now she deny.. WTF.. This is telling ppl im a Xu wei de ren ma?? Shuo yi tao zuo yi tao.. Or Zai Bei Hou Jiang Ren Jia De Huai Hua is it? when i knew that i reli shock sia.. so wat 4 shall i trust ppl confiding my sorrow to dem.. HUH?? f**k man.. Aft that i kept on do wateva gourmet order -- e station i hate most!! keepin 1 of my most quiet self.. Dem upset lor.. now yan will like say "u say i fierce u still wanna work wif mi meh?? " so wateva question she can ask.. FAN SI LE LA!! SAY WAT YA EVERYONE FIERCE U ARE AN ANGEL.. Crap lor!! well wat i can do is onli to keep quiet rite..
So the lesson 4 mi today is NOT TO TRUST PPL IN UR WORKING WORLD THEY MAY NOT BE WHAT IT SEEM TO U!!
Ps: now many things hav change unlike in sec life.. (esp FRENS) realli need to be independent and mature <--though i'm not. Even myself, easily be hurt and cant take it lightly like b4.. I am becomin more and more pessimistic but i dunno y.. oso love to think in depth( which is imagination go wild and that may lead to a right or wrong conclusion that no one knows), and make mi feel reali worse.. Plus to keep on thinking bout an incident that past.. I HATE SUCH KIND OF MI!! WAT MAKE MI CHANGE?? No one can ans mi but onli inner self... When will the ans b out?? I'm wondering.........
<~Me & Myself~> wrote on 9/08/2006 10:33:00 PM.
Friday, September 08, 2006
well, today i went to work @ csq <-- not my usual outlet(PWP). Many things did happened since study week.. so juz wanna rite it out all frm e beginning... ( in the next posting ba) haha need time to rite so maybe a bit late ba..
It's consider 4 mi stress to go there la.. but knowing ppl there so i tot of being positive. aft today end it would a new one 4 mi..
one of the manager there cal yan was one wif mood swing n if she is tired or wateva she wont like to tok much.. oso sumtimes would vent her anger suddenly.. all these to mi would be qte scary.
I told my manager - li about it ( would elaborate in the story posting) and din expect tt she would tell yan (they r frens).. and juz now yan kept on asking ard "am i fierce??" den if they say no she would tell dem she (POINTING TO MI OF COS) told her manager that i m fierce. And rui did agree (will know why in the story posting) but now she deny.. WTF.. This is telling ppl im a Xu wei de ren ma?? Shuo yi tao zuo yi tao.. Or Zai Bei Hou Jiang Ren Jia De Huai Hua is it? when i knew that i reli shock sia.. so wat 4 shall i trust ppl confiding my sorrow to dem.. HUH?? f**k man.. Aft that i kept on do wateva gourmet order -- e station i hate most!! keepin 1 of my most quiet self.. Dem upset lor.. now yan will like say "u say i fierce u still wanna work wif mi meh?? " so wateva question she can ask.. FAN SI LE LA!! SAY WAT YA EVERYONE FIERCE U ARE AN ANGEL.. Crap lor!! well wat i can do is onli to keep quiet rite..
So the lesson 4 mi today is NOT TO TRUST PPL IN UR WORKING WORLD THEY MAY NOT BE WHAT IT SEEM TO U!!
Ps: now many things hav change unlike in sec life.. (esp FRENS) realli need to be independent and mature <--though i'm not. Even myself, easily be hurt and cant take it lightly like b4.. I am becomin more and more pessimistic but i dunno y.. oso love to think in depth( which is imagination go wild and that may lead to a right or wrong conclusion that no one knows), and make mi feel reali worse.. Plus to keep on thinking bout an incident that past.. I HATE SUCH KIND OF MI!! WAT MAKE MI CHANGE?? No one can ans mi but onli inner self... When will the ans b out?? I'm wondering.........
<~Me & Myself~> wrote on 9/08/2006 10:33:00 PM.